Sunday, May 20, 2012

RIP Part 2

" Onika" , he spoke her name softly. 

She stayed quiet and fiddle with her fingers. He brushed his hands across her cheek making her flinch. 
He frowned , " Nic you have to tell me what happened last night". 

She opened her mouth only to close it. She wasn't ready to tell shoot she hasn't even told Safaree yet. " Drake", her voiced squeaked. He tilted her chin so should would be looking directly at him. "I-III uh got-", she could fill the tears leaving hot streams down her face. He wiped her tears away from off her cheeks.

 Her words came out shaky " When I left  your party last night I was.....Kidnapped", her voice cracked.

Drake stared back at her eyes with a harden expression. 

" I was thrown into a truck blinded folded so I don't where they took me. I just know that some one woman took me to abandoned building and put me into a room", her voice was spilling with emotions.

" I sat there and waited at gunpoint until she finally left , but then he came in and he-", her words faded at the last word she spoke. 

" Nic please you have to tell me the rest", he spoke through clench teeth.

" He raped me Aubrey", her tears came down like a pouring rain.

Drake blood began to boil. He kept un-clenching and clenching his fist . 

" Who. Did. It . Onika?" , his voice had no emotion it was cold which made Nic shiver.

" Aubrey...please-".

" Onika tell me right fucking now ! ", he spat.

She jumped out of clutches and head for stairs but no before Drake took a hold of her arms swing back in his chest. He kept a strong hold on her. He led her to the living to the couch. He sat her atop of his lap. 

She tried to wiggle her way out of his clutches. But he had a iron grip. 

"Your not going anywhere until you tell me who the fuck did this to you".

" Aubrey please.... I don't wan-".

" Onika", he spun her around so now she straddled him.

" Omarion okay it was him happy now!", she screamed.

She hopped out of his grip and ran to her room.

Drake sat there in awe . He mind was racing and he was ready to kill him with no remorse. But he knew that  option was out of the plan. He cooled himself and began to approach Nic's room.

He could hear her shuffling through things. He cracked the door open to see Nic  tossing and turning in her bed. He stood in the door. Her eyes pounced on him. They became slit. She really wasn't in the mood to talk anymore. 

" Nic-".

" Aubrey just leave okay you've done enough", her words cut him deep.

" No." , he spoke calmly.

" Aubrey don't you see I don't want you fucking here just leave go back to that evil ass girl you call a fucking girlfriend that you left me ". she spat her words like venom.

" Let's get thing straight first I wasn't the one who walked out on us did", he spoke in a hurt tone.

" Bullshit Drake you made it easy for me to leave. You broke my heart to many times Aubrey and you promised you won't", her voice squeaked out.

" Right Nic I'm the bad guy like always right. Like I didn't want to work on our relationship but no no no you just had to have it your way like always pretending LIKE WE FUCKING NEVER HAD ANYTHING BETWEEN US", his voice bounced off the walls and down the halls. 

She sat there quiet as a mouse. His words felt like a slap in the face. 

" Am I really that horrible Aubrey did I really cause you this much pain".

He let out a heavy sigh and went to sit next to her on her bed.

" No Nic your not horrible I think that your so blinded by your needs you fails to acknowledge anybody else".

" Drake if I hurt you I'm so sorry I never meant hurt you I just was-".

" You where scared I know".

" But Nic you knew I was never going to hurt you I promised you that I stay true to my promises", he caressed her cheek.

" Drake I don't wanna be apart anymore", she spoke her words softly.

" I don't either".

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Sorry for this short chapter I'm really in a funk -____- But yeah I'll post as soon as I can. Need I mind I will be traveling this summer so I might now update all the time but don't worry I will just not as soon - Jamiela
 

Monday, April 30, 2012

R.I.P Part 1


Nicki woke up feeling alot of pressure taken off her body and mind. That heart to heart with Drake really did something for her. She turned over to the left side of her bed expecting to see his sleeping body lying next her’s but it wasn’t. She hated when he had to leave. It felt like he always took apart of her with him.

She sighed and got up and went into the bathroom. She did her morning rituals. As she was brushing her hair. She decided it needed a good washing. She grabbed a pink tank top, polka dotted shorts, and boyshorts with the matching bra back into the bathroom. She turned on the water and waited until it heated up. She stripped down to birthday suit and climbed into the steaming water.

Her thoughts where everywhere. She sighed and dipped her head into the soothing warm water. She flipped it back it and hit her back. She scrubbed her body stills seeing the scars that stained her skin still. they have become purple. She scrubbed until her skin looked like it was blushing.  

She turned off the water and stepped out the tub. Wrapping her self in her plush pink robe. She de-robed her self lotioned up and put on her clothes. Something caught her ear. A faint noise was coming from downstairs. Her whole body began to tense up. 

Who the fuck is my house?!? Wtf if their back to get me ?!?! Oh my god am I going to die in my own home this time???? 

She grabbed her phone and blunt object and crept down her stairs. 
When she hit her last step she scanned her living room and kitchen which had a man standing in it. 

He had on a black hoodie so she couldn't really see his face. He was over 6ft. The whole moment seemed weird cause ole' boy was making a huge breakfast for what look like two. Nicki just sat that watching the man dig in her shelves and fridge pulling out utensils and ingredients. 
The man could feel somebody watching. So he looked up to see his sleeping beauty  awake and sitting on the stairs. 

" Good morning Beautiful", he smiled.

Nicki's lips bent into a huge smile. 

" I thought you left", she said.

" I would never leave you alone in this big ole' house", he said.

"Mmmmm right you say that now but I bet yo ass gonna disappear in a few any ways."

He face turned into a frown, " Come on Nic don't be like that".

" What Aubrey you know you are anyways once she calls yo ass is going to be over there!"

 " Aye calm down what the attitude. This shit wouldn't have to be like this if you wasn't so guarded and defensive".

Nicki mouth hung it anger.

 " Ohh really Drake that's how you feel. That's some bullshit and you know it".

" Forreal Nic you know its not so stop trying to fucking cover it up. You believe everything but the person that's trying to tell you the truth".

" How was I suppose to believe when there are pictures Drake and her damn people even said!!" Nicki body was fuming now.

" But did I say it Nic did I say I was fucking going with her."

Nicki sat in silence she actually never really thought of that.

" No... but."

" But wait Nic what more did I have to do to make you believe me. Cause if I'm not mistaken you didn't even want people to know about us let alone people thinking where more than just friends."

Nicki could feel the truth of his words sinking in. 

Was she really afraid to be with him? Was her career that important that it wouldn't let her love anybody? 

Hot tears began to stream down her cheeks. Drake sighed and walked over to her and grabbed her into a embrace. She flinched from the pain of her bruises and sores. Drake soon caught on to this. 

" Nicki is okay.", he scanned her face to read her emotions.

" Yeah why would you ask that?", she really didn't feel like explaining what happened to her last night.

" Well besides the crying you flinched when I hugged you did you pull a muscle or something??"

" Yeah.. When I was uh moving my stuff out."

Drake could tell she was lying she always did this thing with her voice that brought it out.

" Don't lie to me Nic what happen??? Did something happen to you last night".

Nicki feel weak into his arms. He rubbed her back but she winced at the pain. He began to lift up her shirt and saw the welts and bruises that cascaded down her spin.

" Onika what happen to you last night." 



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So for the cliffys but my mind is gone. School is finally ending so that means my mind process will get slower LOL. Tbh this is not my best work but bare will me. I promise to post as soon as I can. Oh making this a two parter  - Follow me on twitter for updates and sneak peeks - @ItsJamielaHOE

Saturday, April 14, 2012

TEASER :D


Nicki woke up feeling alot of pressure taken off her body and mind. That heart to heart with Drake really did something for her. She turned over to the left side of her bed expecting to see his sleeping body lying next her’s but it wasn’t. She hated when he had to leave. It felt like he always took apart of her with him.
Don’t worry love bugs I’ll post full thing monday or sunday kay :D -@ItsJamielaHOE

Saturday, April 7, 2012

One Shot : You Make Me Sick


I was inspired by Pink’s song You make me sick and Many of Drake’s songs ^__^
Enjoy

   I hate when stares at me. He knows I hate it too. He irritates the shits out of me and he knows it . Every since the day I bumped into him and his siddity girlfriend Krya shit it my life has being going side ways. This muddafucka really asking for it today !

” Why the fuck are you staring at me “, she said aloud.


This made him chuckle. He loved it when he irked her nervous. It brought joy to him. ” I don’t know what the fuck you talking about Nic”, he smirked. ” You need to get some help and stop being so paranoid “, he barked at her.
She flipped him the bird and resumed doing her math assignment Mrs.Ryan gave them to do.  She still felt his eyes burrowing into her back. She kept her head forward and prayed for the bell to ring for her next class. Time dragged on before the bell. Once it finally did Nic zoomed out of her sit and hit fifty to her next class.
She hated being pestered Drake and his boys. She came to her destination and walked into her classroom. She laid her head on her desk and waited for class to start. She felt the room full so she brought her head up and pulled out her supplies for her Physics class. She hated being at this new school. She missed her friends back in New York. These Canadians irked her nervous especially Drake. Every since she stepped  on foot in Bodwell High School things have been so stressful. She’s happy that her mom got a better job and she’s away from her abusive father but still out of places Canada.
Nic was knocked out of thoughts when she felt a tap on her shoulder. It was her New friend Lauren. She seemed to be the only cool person there and other friend Safaree who likes to be called SB. 
” Are you ready to go to lunch girl?”, she asked.
Nic didn’t notice that time flew that fast she nodded and followed behind Lauren. Soon the trio hit the lunch seen and sat at there usual spot close to exit. Nic was zoning in and out on Lauren and Sb conversation. She couldn’t help but watch Drake’s every move. She hated that he walked around this school like he was the King or something. This always angered her about him not mentioning the fact that him had spread a vicious depicting her as being loose because she shot down his offer to be his girlfriend.
She hated him with passion. And that was an understatement she loathed him. She was made fun and still is. She could still hear those whispers and funny looks everybody gave her. Plus his dog looking bitch didn’t make anything easier for her either. She always seemed to put her down when she got the chance. 
Thank god this was her senior year or she really would’ve been depressed. Once again Nic’s thoughts where disturbed by a nudge. She looked up to see Lauren and SB Nearing the exit guess lunch was over. She looked down at her untouched plate. She sighed and caught up with.
He watched her as she exited the cafeteria area.  
 I wonder if she knows how beautiful she looks today?
He sighed. He hated hiding is feelings for her. He hated himself for torching her like this. But in this high school what can you do but join the wave. He got up and threw his tray and headed to his next class which he was happy to attend ….she was in that class. 
     Nicki loathed her next class He was in it. She hated that she had to feel like this. To be in so much fear from one boy and girl. She sat way back in the class knowing that he always sat in front odd for a jock to be honest. He wasn’t like the rest of them he had great grades and he was president of the Debate team and Class president.
He walked into class looking for his normal seating but saw her back there. He smiled devilishly at. She groaned and ducked her head behind her English note book. She smelt his cologne filling her surrounds. He sat right on the side of her. She peeked over notebook to take a glance at him. His hazel locked on to her. They held their eyes together. She could feel his eyes invade her personal thoughts. She broke the connection and payed attention at the task at hand homework.
25 minutes into class and Drake couldn’t keep his eyes off her. Every move she made caught his attention. Like they way her dimples appeared when she smiled when she got a question. Or how the sun caught her almond colored eyes. 
Nicki felt so violated. He eyes always seem to invade her personal space. She turned to him and gave him a dirty which just brought a smirk on his. She pulled in a angry sigh and tried to focus on her work. As she was doing her work her loose locks kept getting in the of writing duties. 
  Drake took notice and without precaution slipped her black locks behind her ear. Nic’s eyes grew wide. Her mouth was half opened. It wasn’t the fact that he touched her but the feeling of his skin sent a sensation through her body. She closed her mouth and just glared at him for awhile. The final bell rung and he got up began to leave. She nearly lost him in the crowd and but caught up to him. 
She just sat at his locker staring at him.
” What?”, he questioned
” Don’t what me you know what the fuck I’m taking about Drake what was that back there”, she said through clenched teeth. 
He just shrugged his shoulders and smiled. He closed his locker and began to walk away but Nic grabbed a hold of his letter man jacket. Making him yield his walking and bumping back into her. Her face hit his hard chest. She pulled her face from out his chest and looked up to Drake. She never notice it before his skinned glowed and his sorta sparkled when they hit the right lightening. 
And they way he looked his lips. She hadn’t noticed but everyone was staring now. She broke away from Drake’s tight grasp. She straightened her attire. She gave him a cold look.
” Look Drake I don’t know what kind of game your playing but it’s not fucking so stop it now”, she scolded him.
He just smirked which she hated. ” I don’t what your talking Onika”, put a emphases on her name. This shocked her no one knew her real name not even her new friends.
” How the hell do you no that Drake”.
” It’s very easy to look into student files when your class president”, he smiled that shit eating grin.
” Onika don’t be ashamed I think its beautiful”, he stated 
She didn’t know if he was being sincere or an ass whole. She just held tongue.
” What are thinking Nic”, he asked.
The hallways where now empty and the kids where now exiting to the student parking lot.
” Why are you doing this to me Drake”, she said words full of tears.
He never saw her look so vulnerable. He tipped her chin making her look straight into his eyes.
” I really don’t why Nic. This thing that I started between us I don’t why I did it but I just went along with it because it just felt natural”, he said honestly.
She snatched her face from his hand. She back away from him. ” Don’t ever touch me okay just leave me alone okay”, she demanded.
She turned around and walked fast to the exiting door. Leaving unspoken words and questioning feelings there. 

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Words Unspoken

Chapter 17
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     Nicki and Sb rode in silence as they rode to Nic’s NY condo. She couldn’t stay at the hotel anymore. She shivered at the thought of somebody actually in there touching while she slept. Safaree say this and rubbed her leg to sooth her. “Its’ gonna be okay Nic”, he reassured her.
 She smiled weakly and continued to look forward. They made it to the house. Safaree got out first and helped Nic out of the car. He watched her back as they approached the house. When she walked in her guards started to fall. She felt safe and secure for now. ” I’m going to take a shower”, she said
” Okay I’ll be down here if you need anything”.
” Kay”, she walked up stairs and opened  her bed room door.
  She walked into her beautiful new bathroom and started the water for her bath. She undressed herself and and got. The water seemed to wash out all the stress she was feeling but not the fears she had now. She scrubbed her self , got out and lotion up and put on some sweat pants and a pink tank on. 
   She walked down stairs to see SB not there. ” Faree”, she screamed. No answer. She walked over to her phone to see it light up with a message. 
SB: Sorry 4 leaving unannounced Mom called and said she needed my help
She sighed in relief. She texted him back : It coo tell mom I said hi kay
Nic looked around her big empty house and thought to herself ” what is there to do???”

She flopped down her couch and turned on the t.v.
Drake POV
  

 Drake was pacing around his room.
  ” I hate when she acts like this …..She always seems to force her anger towards to me….uh I just want it to be like how is use to be….Before when even popped off …or even become stars (sighs)”
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                                                    Nicki and Drake where in the studio making the finally touches on Drake’s Mixtape So Far Gone. ” Omgeeee Drizzy this album is going to be the one I can feel”. He laughed,” If you feel that it’s going to be hit then I can see it to”. She gave him a dimple smile. ” I’m going to cherish these moments like this”, he said. She gave him a quizzical look.
” Why you say that??”
“Our albums are going to change our lives Nic….We might not have moments like this for awhile “, he said softly.
” Don’t say that Drake….I can’t see my life without you in it”, she intertwined their fingers together.
She rested her head on his chest. His heart beat soothed her. She loved these moments they had and so did he. They both hoped their careers didn’t get in they way of their friendship or relationship.
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Drake couldn’t take it anymore he had to talk to her. He grabbed his jacket told rihanna he’d be back later. He was racing for her love.
 Nicki’s Condo

       Nicki was sitting in her living room watching re-runs of Judge Judy when she heard a faint knock at the door. “The hell is a my door “, she thought. She walked sluggishly to the door. She looked in the peep and hole. She held back a grasp. ” Why is he here ??”, she thought.
She opened the door up slowly. Looking at his face brought back memories. She hated that. ” What do you want ?” she spat out harshly. ” Wow wassup with the attitude Nic”, he questioned. She rolled her eyes ” You should know”, she mumbled. He sighed ,” Look I didn’t come over to get cursed out from something I had no control of!”
    This made her body fume. * How dare he say that shit to me??? Like he was just so helpless in the situation* ” You know what Drake just get the fuck out ok!”, she said. ” Excuse Me”, he said questioning her domineer. “ ” You heard me get the fuck out of my house NOW”, she said emphasizing her words.
“No”, he stated. She let out a angry sigh and bumped passed him to the door. She opened the door. ” Here is the exit so see your way out Drake”. ” Onika I’m not going anywhere”, he held his ground. She knew when he states her government he is not kidding around. ” Drake could you just please go”, she begged. ” Naw not until we talk about us Nic”. She laughed bitterly, ” What us from what I am seeing your better off with Rihanna instead of me”.
     He looked at her straight in the eyes. She hated when he did that shit. She felt so vulnerable , it was like he could see all her secrets. She was to dazed to notice that Drake had gotten closer. He was standing right in front of her now. His hazel eyes piercing her’s. He attempted to brush his hands on Nicki’ arm but she fell back a step. ” Look Drake I’m tried of playing this game with you”, she said matching his gaze. I can’t be with anybody who doesn’t trust me or wants me only.
” Really Nic is this about me not coming for you last night?”
Nicki’s face fell flat. Those memories she tried to bury where coming up like vomit. Her screams , tears, and blood echoed through her head. Tears began to flood her eyes. Drake took notice. ” Oh Nic please don’t cry I didn’t mean too…”
She held up a hand. ” Don’t please just go Aubrey”, she asked. He sat there stiff as a board. ” What are you deaf just leave please”, her voice was on edge. But he still sat there like a tree stump. She regained a little bit on confidence and began pushing him towards the direction of the door. ” Aubrey JUST LEAVE PLEASE”, she tried pushing him closer to the door.
    But it was a fail. When he strength began to fade Drake took control. He wrapped his hands around her small frame. She tried to escape his grasp but he was too strong. ” Aubrey just go please”, she could hear the tears fill her voice. He stood there in that same position rubbing circles in her back. The feeling worked wonders on her body , but she couldn’t let him win.
   She clawed her way out of his grasp and started for her bed room. But not before Drake swept her of her feet and carried her to her room. He closed the door and locked it.
 She jumped out of clutches and ran to her bathroom. She locked it and fell to the floor. He slide on the opposite side of the door. He spoke softly and carefully.
” Nic I hate that our liives has become like this. I remember when we couldn’t wait for this lifestyle. Helping out our families and friends, but now it seems like its tearing us apart”.
She let his words sink in. It made since their lives have become hectic and unbearable. She spoke with caution.
” I know but Aubrey we chose this life we can’t turn our backs on our fans now not when our families still need us”.
” Yea I know that but Onika what I’m really worried about is us. We never been like this….. so distanced.” He touched the door. 
” Well mistakes where made and things changed Drake”, she stated.
” Mistakes are made to be forgiven Nic”.
She let that question linger in the air. She was tired of fighting and knew he was too. She stood up and brushed he self off. She unlocked the door. They both stood and just stared at each other. Moments passed and Nicki couldn’t take it she fell into his arms. He took her into his arms and laid her on the bed. They sat there just staring at each other until one couldn’t fight sleep… Nicki.
   He kissed her on top of her forehead. He tucked in her in.
Rihanna POV

 Rihanna was ringing Drake’s phone off the hook, but still no answer. She was so angry she chucked her phone at the wall. ” Where the Fuck could he be”. Her mind flashed to Drake and Nicki have sex somewhere. That really disgusted her. She wanted the pain to go away. She took a small knife and cut her arm. The release of the tension was gone. The cut was know gushing. She grabbed a few towels and wrapped her arm.
 ” He’s making me kill myself slowly over him”

Man O man really Riri cutting yaself…Not cool. Anyways the next chapter will be called R.I.P mmmmm haha let’s ya mind wonder until next time-xo

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Preview
Chapter 17
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     Nicki was sitting in her living room watching re-runs of Judge Judy when she heard a faint knock at the door. “They hell is a my door “, she thought. She walked sluggishly to the door. She looked in the peep and hole. She held back a grasp. ” Why is he here ??”, she thought. She opened the door up slowly.
  Looking at his face brought back memories. She hated that. ” What do you want ?” she spat out harshly. ” Wow wassup with the attitude Nic”, he questioned. She rolled her eyes ” You should know”, she mumbled.
He sighed ,” Look I didn’t come over to get cursed out from something I had no control of!”
This made her body fume. * How dare he say that shit to me??? Like he was just so helpless in the situation*  ” You know what Drake just get the fuck out ok!”, she  said. ” Excuse Me”, he said questioning her domineer. “
” You heard me get the fuck out of my house NOW”, she said emphasizing her words. 
“No”, he stated.
She let out a angry sigh and bumped passed him to the door. She opened the door. ” Here is the exit so see your way out Drake”.
” Onika I’m not going anywhere”, he held his ground. She knew when he states her government he is not kidding around.
” Drake could you just please go”, she begged.
” Naw not until we talk about us Nic”.
She laughed bitterly, ” What us from what I am seeing your better off with Rihanna instead of me”.
He looked at her straight in the eyes. She hated when he did that shit. She felt so vulnerable , it was like he could see all her secrets. She was to dazed to notice that Drake had gotten closer. He was standing right in front of her now. His hazel eyes piercing her’s. He attempted to brush his hands on Nicki’ arm but she fell back a step. 
” Look Drake I’m tried of playing this game with you”, she said matching his gaze. I can’t be with anybody who doesn’t trust me or wants me only.
” Really Nic is this about me not coming for you last night?”
Nicki’s face fell flat. Those memories she tried to bury where coming up like vomit. Her screams , tears, and blood echoed through her head. Tears began to flood her eyes. Drake took notice. ” Oh Nic please don’t cry I didn’t mean too…”
She held up a hand. ” Don’t please just go Aubrey”, she asked. He sat there stiff as a board. ” What are you deaf just leave please”, her voice was on edge. But he still sat there like a tree stump. She regained a little bit on confidence and began pushing him towards the direction of the door. ” Aubrey JUST LEAVE PLEASE”, she tried pushing him closer to the door. But it was a fail. When her strength began to fade Drake took control. He wrapped his hands around her small frame. She tried to escape his grasp but he was too strong. ” Aubrey just go please”, she could hear the tears fill her voice. He stood there in that same position rubbing circles in her back. The feeling worked wonders on her body , but she couldn’t let him win. She clawed her way out of his grasp and started for her bed room. But not before Drake swept her of her feet and carried her to her room. He closed the door and locked it. 
This chapter is going to be very intense so buckle ya seat belts. Full chapter in a few hours our so loves- xo  

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Guarded

Chapter 17

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She fluttered her eyes open as the ray ban of the sun hit them. She had totally forgot that she was at a hotel. She she shrugged the covers off her body. The covers caught a snag half way down. She looked over to see a tall finger wrapped in her sheets. She pulled the sheets back slowly. His beautiful hazel fluttered open.

" Good morning bae", he said

" Drake what?!?! What are you doing here???", she questioned him.

He vanished from behind her. He was know behind her kissing her neck. " Drake", her voice came out in a small squeak. " You never answered my ques-", her voiced trailed off. He laid her body on the bed . He shadowed over body. He kissed from her neck to her navel. She could feel his cool breath get short to her center. He inched her panties off with his tongue and teeth. He swiped his tongue once of her folds which gave her a minor spasm. He dipped his tongue inside her ocean. He began to devour her clit. She rested her hands on the top of his head. She pushed his head to make him go deeper. She moved her hips taking in all of his tongue.

She could feel her temperature rise. She was about to cum until a cold wind knocked through the room. The whole room began to spin. Drake disappeared and she was all alone. "Drake", she screamed. But her words where inaudible. The room went pitch back. She say something silver sparkling in the darkness. She heard a gun cock. Before she could even move. The bullet tore through the gun.

She screamed so loudly. Blood was everywhere. She could soon see nothing....She started to see a light...She began to walk towards it.




Nicki woke up in cold sweat. She looked all around suite. No sign of anyone coming in. She looked to the spot right next to her. " No Drake", she said to her self. She slide of the bed. Her body was still shook up from the dream so her legs where wobbling. She walked into the bathroom to relieve herself. When she tried to pull down her under wear there where none. She began to panic. She knew she had put some on yesterday. She finished using the bathroom and washed her hands. She walked towards the bed and lifted back the sheets. There was no sign off her panties anywhere.


She looked under the bed. " Nope", she huffed. She went into the living room. She saw here under lying directly on the couch with a small note and rose right next to them. The note read : I loved it when you screamed my name like that bew -Xo you secret love.

She crushed the note in her hands. She was now in a full panic state. " Who the hell could have gotten into my suite last night. I told the damn attendance not to let anyone in here."

She could feel her body getting overwhelmed with fear. She sank to the floor and laid her head back on the wall. " Why is this happening to me", she thought.

* Back At Drake's home*


Drake woke up in a with a throbbing headache. That party had the best of him last night. Taking down 2 bottles of Spades, 6 shots of , and a pint of hennessy. Rihanna was still sleep next to him. He crept out of bed. He went to the bathroom to empty himself. He washed his hands , walked out and grabbed his phone from off the counter. He scrolled through his message trying to see if Nic ever called or texted him back. " Nope", he thought to himself. He decided to give her a quick call. He hated the way things ended last night and he was still worried about what she was talking about yesterday when she called him. Her phone rang 3 times before she answered.

" Hello", she said with a small voice.

" Hey Nic, How are you", he asked concerned.

" I'm uhh...", she paused.

" Nic whats wrong? Talk to me ".

" Look I really don't want to discuss last night okay".

" But Nic-", but he was cut off.

" Look I said I don't wanna talk about it, Plus yo ass wasn't this concerned last night, So why even bother asking me anyways ", she hung up.

Drake breathed out a angry sigh. He hated when she put up her guards when somethings happening in her life. He really wanted to talk to her , comfort her, love her. He hope she let him in soon. His thoughts where disrupted by his stomach growling. He went into the kitchen and fixed him a omelete and waffle. He grabbed a cup and poured some on Oj into it. He sat and ate in silence thinking of ways to get Nicki to open up to him. They use to be so close and they use to talk every day. He laughed at the memories of him trying to get Nic to actually go out with. He thoughts where shook by two hands wrapping around his shoulders.

   Rihanna pecked him on the cheek and hopped on his lap. " Soo was your party the shit or wasn't it?", she questioned.  " Yeah the party was great", he said flat.

" Well you don't sound that happy out it Aubrey", she said.

" It was it just that me and.....Nic had kind of a fight last night and know she is so pissed....", he left the sentence to linger in the air.

" Well she seemed fine when I saw her leave last", she said with a crazy smile.

" Oh really what did she say to you", he questioned her,

" Uhh you know just have a good time and tell Drake I said Congrats ...Yeah that stuff", she said as she thought of lies to say.

" Oh well thats good...but something had to happen last night for her to be angry today".

" How do you know she's angry", she asked in a skeptical tone.

" I called her this morning to see if she was okay because she called me saying so strange something last".

" Stuff like what Drake", she said holding back a smile.

" Things like I need you to rescue me and come find me"

" Oh that's so strange", she stifled back a laugh.

" Yeah I just hope she okay".

" Oh she's gonna be taken care of", she mumbled pouring herself some OJ.

" What??".

"Oh nothing"


* Back at the hotel*


Nick was packing up her things to get ready to leave. When her phone rang. It was Drake. She questioned herself if she should answer this call or not. She really wasn't in the talking mood. But she decided just to see what he had to say. She let it ring for a second and answered.


" Hello", she said with a small voice.

" Hey Nic, How are you", his voice was filled with concerned.

" I'm uhh...", she paused. She didn't really want to answer question right know.

" Nic whats wrong? Talk to me ", he pleaded.

" Look I really don't want to discuss last night okay".

" But Nic-", but he was cut off.

" Look I said I don't wanna talk about it, Plus yo ass wasn't this concerned last night, So why even bother asking me anyways ", she hung up. She really hated that she hung up on him. But he did forget about her last. He didn't care to come after last night. If would've came after maybe nothing of this crazy shit wouldn't happened last night. Her thoughts were knocked off by her phone again. It was just SB. She breathed easier. " SB I'm on my way know kay".

" Kay hurry up cuz yo barbie mobile is causing a scene out here girl", he laughed.

She giggled, " Kay give me 5 minutes".

"YUP".

She went into the bathroom and put on some concealer and cover to hide her scars. She really didn't want SB on her case. He would literally kill a nigga once he found out who they were. She checked her self over once and headed out the door.

When she got outside there where paps everywhere. She quickly ran and got into the car.

"Took yo ass long enough", he huffed.

" Oh shut yo ass up Faree".

He quickly pulled off and headed to Nic's new home. But while driving SB notice some of Nicki's some of her scars. " Yo Nic whats that", he demanded pointing to her scratches and bruises.

" Uhhhh..Nothing Sb just keep driving".

SB served over and put the car into a complete stop.

" Safaree what the fuck??!?", she questioned.

" You are going to tell what the fuck happen to yesterday Onika", he demanded.

She sat there quiet and played with her fingers. " Onika!", he said in a intense tone.

" Faree I just don't wanna talk about it right now", her voice was full of tears.

He breathed a sigh and pulled Nic a tight hug, " Nic you have to talk to me please just tell".

The tears really began to flood out of her eyes.

" I wasss ra-", she couldn't even finish the sentence before SB started saying some off the wall shit.

" They Dead Fucking Dead I swear when I find out who did this to you is a dead man walking Nic", he screamed.

Nicki sat still. She really wanted to tell him that it was Omarion but she was scared that he might get hurt or even worse dealing with her problems.


Next chapter wil be called Words Unspoken until next time - xo