Tuesday, August 21, 2012

4 a.m.

Sitting here feeling kind of crazy..

I sat in the bathtub drinking his favorite wine. My mascara was smeared, throat scratching it was like my whole body was aching for… Him…

Except he wasn’t here to heal it . My head was spinning and my mind was stuck. I wanted the pain to go away. To stop loving him but I couldn’t it’s like. When you love a man so much even through all the bullshit and pain that he puts you through  you stay with him like a dumb ass. Yeah that’s what I felt like a fool in love. I looked down at my wrists. I touched the scars that where surely fading away. 
He made my do this. It’s his fault that I’m in the state. I want him to suffer like I’m suffering. I want him to feel the pain that I’m experiencing right now… Heartbreak….

I’m hurting and he don’t even care. 
The tears began to pour down my face. How could I be so stupid to stay with a man that you knew was in love with somebody else. I thought maybe that I was enough. Maybe I could mend his broken heart , but I couldn’t. My heart is hurting right now and he probably don’t even care. I tipped my wine glass to the side of the tub letting the clear substance run down to the ground. 
I felt my body get hot and my bold felt like it was clotting up my skin. I had to release to stop the pain that he’s stirring in my body and mind. I took the wine glass and hit it on the side of the tub. I watched as the beautiful glass fell apart from the hard blow… It reminded me of my heart. I took the sharpest piece and placed it to my skin. I watched as the red substance leave my body and appear on my skin seeping into the water turning it a murky red. 
I sat there and let the pain of my cut take the cut in my heart away… I turned to the clock to see it just hit 4 a.m. 
I only know it’s 4 a.m


I know really short but, I 'm going to make up for it.... S.N this is Rihanna talking.... I'm going to make a schedule and so I can tell you guys when and when I'm not gonna update. I might not update all the time cause I am a SENIOR in high school and I do have to focus on that. So if I say I update and I don't please don't get made... Thank you- Milli 

Saturday, July 21, 2012

I want too.

We sat there in silence. As we contemplated on what we just said. I took his hands into mine.

"Aubrey if where going to be together I need you leave Rihanna for good", I stared into his hazel orbs.

He put his big hand over mine. He took his other and cupped my face. " Onika Tanya Maraj I love you with all my heart and I am at your command".

A smile grew over my face. Pulled him into a deep kiss. Our tongues play tongue war. I shifted so that I was fully straddling. His hands moved from my hips to my plump back side. I gripped and I instantly moaned in mouth.

He mouth down to my ear to my neck. He spelt I love you with his tongue on my chest. He slipped me out of my big t-shirt revealing my pink lace bra.

He buried his face in between my breast leaving passion marks here and there.

He laid my body down so that he was now straddling me. He trailed butterfly kissed all the way down to my navel. I squirmed under his touch. He bit my lower abdmen making me squeal a low moan.

He literally ripped off my bottoms. He kissed my other set of lips through my pinky thong. I shiver under his touch. He blew on my clit make me grow weaker.

He ripped those off as well throwing somewhere in the room. He placed my legs his neck. He held my thighs securely . He gave my pussy lips a little kiss and dove in....


" Drakeeeeeeeeeee", she screamed.

My baby was leaking everywhere. I made my tongue flat and shoved it down her tight hole. I moaned turned into cries. She tried to push me away but I held on tight. I felt her hands grip my curls.

I hummed making it send vibrations making her leak even more. Her looks began to shake hard. She yanked my curls coming hard on my tongue.  I lapped over her juice downing all of her.

I stripped myself down to birthday and went back to back I call home inbetween Nicki's legs. I teasing rubbing the head against the enterance. Her whimpers I loved the sound of.

With warning I rammed into inside of making her instantly come.

" Ohhhh fuck aubrey", she yelled.

I smiled at my handy work. I started off with a slow rhythme which gradually grew. I had her ankles to her ears. I thrusted in and out of her.

Her juices where drenching the sheets. I felt like I was fucking the ocean. Truly beautiful. I let go of legs which she latched around my waist. I gave her long and deeper strokes. He nails dug designs in my back.

He walls hugged my dick ever so tightly. I could feel myself swelling. Her whold body began to shake hard.

" AUBREEYYYYY I'm going to cum....", she moaned

" Baby wait I'm almost there",

I went faster and deeper until the muscles tighten in my stomach. She said my whole name as we came at the same time.

I clapsed on his chest. She giggled. He buried my head in her neck as she messed with my curls.

"I love you Aubrey Drake Graham".

" I love you too Onika Tanya Maraj".


I sat there watching the clock tick away. He's been gone for over 24 hours. I called everybody and they had no clue where he was. I called the one person who could actually track him down and get him back home dead or alive....

Friday, July 20, 2012

One Shot : My boo

I was inspired my ofcourse the Usher and Alicia keys song ‘My boo’

It started when we where younger you where my..my Boo

I walked into my new class shy and shaken. You see It’s my first day of elementary . My mom just moved us all the way from New York to Atlanta I really did't want to move I was gonna miss my friends but mama said that I would make new friends I hope she was right.

Oh my name is Onika but everybody calls me Nicki I am 8 years old and starting the 3rd grade. As I walked in all eyes where on me my whole body shook with nervousness. My mommy and I approached the teachers with my transcripts. She smiled warmly at me.

She made me stand infront of the class and introduce myself. I was timid at first but I soon eased into the environment.

I was sitting down coloring in my barbie coloring book when a dark shadowed clouded my light.

He looked up to see the prettiest hazel eyes I ever saw.

" Hi my names Drake ", the boy stucked out his hand and greeted me.

" My name is Nicki", I smiled.

We click instantly.

Now another brother's taken over but it's still in your eyes... My boo

I was walking hand and hand with my boyfriend Safaree. We've been together for about 1 year now I think he might be the one. We reached the cafateria clutter with the high school cliques everywhere.  My eyes wondered trying to spot him.

Finally I spotted him hugged up with Catye, I rolled my eyes and detached my hand from SB's and waltz over to him.

" HI AUBREY", I squeaked. He immediately dropped what he was doing and came and gave me one of his famous hug. I instantly melted against his touch. I use to always love to be in his arms when we went out.

Yea me and Drake went out but along time ago we didn't have a break up or anything I guess we just fell out of love if thats sounds.

Unlatched myself from but I was still in his arms. He kissed my forehead making me girl.

" How is my favorite girl doing today?"

"Good how are you doing today".

"Good now", he smiled looking down in my eyes.

I could feel myself turning red. I felt my body being yanked back. I looked behind me to see SB giving Drake a glare. It was the look of  jealous.

Drake being well natured just shrugged it off and went back to his girl.

We left his table and went to our own. Sb set me on his lap. I could feel him burning holes on the side of my head. " What ??", I finally spat.

" Oh you know what you know how I feel about you too touching", he retored.

I waved him off, " I don't why your jealous who am I with now not him so just drop it Safaree", I said sternly. He huffed but silently agreed.

I peer over to Drake's table and saw him staring back at me. He eyes still had love me....

You will always be my boo...

I sat in my dressing at the wireless festival and I was just coming out when I bumped into a familiar figure.

" Hi there stranger", he spoke in a deep tone.

I instantly lite up like a christmas tree.

"Drakeeeeeeeeeeeee!", I screamed and jumped into his arms.

" I see I was missed", he laughed.

I punched him the chest lightly " Ofcouse I missed you silly we haven't seen each in what seem like years"

" I know I hate that I mean you could've atleast call me Onika", he joked.

I rolled my eyes", Boy the phone doesn't just work one way".

" I know baby girl I was kidding you know I love you sooo much", he smiled.

I smiled back and walked into his arms again. He hide his head in my neck.

" I miss you too baby", I whispered back.

Saturday, June 23, 2012

In my mind

I know I’ve been gone for a minute but I’m back but Idk for how long Hopefully a dricki moment happens at the BET awards then maybe I could come back in full force until then enjoy …. - MIlli

Rihanna POV
I sat in my bath tub soaking up the warm bubbles. My face was stained with tears. I my eyes where puffy and red I’ve been crying for hours but it felt like days to me.
I hated myself for falling for his charm and his grace. He was everything I needed and more. I remember the first time she  introduced us.
[Flashback June 14, 2010]
I was sitting in the back of the VIP booth just feeling myself. My body was at ease they patron had me on a natural high. I watch as the biggest stars in the world party for YMCMB annual get together of the biggest heavy hitters in the game.
I was happily invited by my lovely friend Nicki. She scanned the crowd trying to look for her. I seen talking to a tall man with a curly mini afro. 

I walked over squeezing through the bodies and I finally reached her. I grabbed her ass in return she squealed and grilled me. I just cheesed.

“I’m sorry Nic I can’t help it that thang is just so juicy”, I chuckled to myself.

Her face soften into a smile.

” Yeah whatever girl… but anyways like I was saying to Aubrey over here I think he should start dating again”.

He rolled his eyes”, Nic what I tell you about saying my government infront of people”.

“Oh boy please like everybody in the whole world don’t know yo got damn name you mega-star”, she laughed.

He smiled. He smile was so beautiful I felt myself blushing.

Nic eyes shot to me and to him, and sinister smile crept across her face.

” Hey Drake I’ma get us some more drinks”, she quickly peeled away from us. 
Leaving us awkward and shook.

” Soo he “, spoke.

” How is the tour doing RiRi”, he questioned.

I smiled to myself , ” It’s really good Drizzy but how’s yo tour I see you be kissing on dem girls making they panties”, I laughed.

” Oh that’s just a treat I give to my fans nothing to serious”, he responded.

” Oh no Drake I see how those women be flocking you like you a piece of meat”, I smirked.

A small smile crept on his face. ” I don’t see any of them as girlfriend material…”

” What do you see in a girlfriend”, I spoke boldly. 

I didn’t know if it the was liquor talking or me but I just wanted to know.

He arched a eyebrow at me making me blush once again.

” Now now now Mrs.Robyn why would you like to know”, he licked his plump pink lips.

“Just asking Mr. Aubrey”, I smiled

[End flashback]

That’s how we started talking and after that day I thought I found the man of my dreams somebody I could see myself marrying but in the end his feelings for Nicki where stronger than mine.
I don’t even see why she left him off some bogus ass rumor, she wouldn’t even hear him out yet he always states in everyone of interviews lyrics shit he even wrote the a beautiful song about her
I felt my heart starting to sink I sunk deeper into the bath..
I just want him to love me…

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Put on Hold

I'm putting this story on hold my little readers... yeah I know complain But I can't seem to think of anything for this story at this point. This story was based on the events of Nicki and Drake in real life.. And since they haven't had any I really can't write anything for this story... Sorry but...... I do have a another Dricki for you guys here's the link : http://ovopinkfriday.blogspot.com/
Until next time...-XO jamiela