Tuesday, August 21, 2012

4 a.m.

Sitting here feeling kind of crazy..

I sat in the bathtub drinking his favorite wine. My mascara was smeared, throat scratching it was like my whole body was aching for… Him…

Except he wasn’t here to heal it . My head was spinning and my mind was stuck. I wanted the pain to go away. To stop loving him but I couldn’t it’s like. When you love a man so much even through all the bullshit and pain that he puts you through  you stay with him like a dumb ass. Yeah that’s what I felt like a fool in love. I looked down at my wrists. I touched the scars that where surely fading away. 
He made my do this. It’s his fault that I’m in the state. I want him to suffer like I’m suffering. I want him to feel the pain that I’m experiencing right now… Heartbreak….

I’m hurting and he don’t even care. 
The tears began to pour down my face. How could I be so stupid to stay with a man that you knew was in love with somebody else. I thought maybe that I was enough. Maybe I could mend his broken heart , but I couldn’t. My heart is hurting right now and he probably don’t even care. I tipped my wine glass to the side of the tub letting the clear substance run down to the ground. 
I felt my body get hot and my bold felt like it was clotting up my skin. I had to release to stop the pain that he’s stirring in my body and mind. I took the wine glass and hit it on the side of the tub. I watched as the beautiful glass fell apart from the hard blow… It reminded me of my heart. I took the sharpest piece and placed it to my skin. I watched as the red substance leave my body and appear on my skin seeping into the water turning it a murky red. 
I sat there and let the pain of my cut take the cut in my heart away… I turned to the clock to see it just hit 4 a.m. 
I only know it’s 4 a.m


I know really short but, I 'm going to make up for it.... S.N this is Rihanna talking.... I'm going to make a schedule and so I can tell you guys when and when I'm not gonna update. I might not update all the time cause I am a SENIOR in high school and I do have to focus on that. So if I say I update and I don't please don't get made... Thank you- Milli 

Saturday, July 21, 2012

I want too.

We sat there in silence. As we contemplated on what we just said. I took his hands into mine.

"Aubrey if where going to be together I need you leave Rihanna for good", I stared into his hazel orbs.

He put his big hand over mine. He took his other and cupped my face. " Onika Tanya Maraj I love you with all my heart and I am at your command".

A smile grew over my face. Pulled him into a deep kiss. Our tongues play tongue war. I shifted so that I was fully straddling. His hands moved from my hips to my plump back side. I gripped and I instantly moaned in mouth.

He mouth down to my ear to my neck. He spelt I love you with his tongue on my chest. He slipped me out of my big t-shirt revealing my pink lace bra.

He buried his face in between my breast leaving passion marks here and there.

He laid my body down so that he was now straddling me. He trailed butterfly kissed all the way down to my navel. I squirmed under his touch. He bit my lower abdmen making me squeal a low moan.

He literally ripped off my bottoms. He kissed my other set of lips through my pinky thong. I shiver under his touch. He blew on my clit make me grow weaker.

He ripped those off as well throwing somewhere in the room. He placed my legs his neck. He held my thighs securely . He gave my pussy lips a little kiss and dove in....


" Drakeeeeeeeeeee", she screamed.

My baby was leaking everywhere. I made my tongue flat and shoved it down her tight hole. I moaned turned into cries. She tried to push me away but I held on tight. I felt her hands grip my curls.

I hummed making it send vibrations making her leak even more. Her looks began to shake hard. She yanked my curls coming hard on my tongue.  I lapped over her juice downing all of her.

I stripped myself down to birthday and went back to back I call home inbetween Nicki's legs. I teasing rubbing the head against the enterance. Her whimpers I loved the sound of.

With warning I rammed into inside of making her instantly come.

" Ohhhh fuck aubrey", she yelled.

I smiled at my handy work. I started off with a slow rhythme which gradually grew. I had her ankles to her ears. I thrusted in and out of her.

Her juices where drenching the sheets. I felt like I was fucking the ocean. Truly beautiful. I let go of legs which she latched around my waist. I gave her long and deeper strokes. He nails dug designs in my back.

He walls hugged my dick ever so tightly. I could feel myself swelling. Her whold body began to shake hard.

" AUBREEYYYYY I'm going to cum....", she moaned

" Baby wait I'm almost there",

I went faster and deeper until the muscles tighten in my stomach. She said my whole name as we came at the same time.

I clapsed on his chest. She giggled. He buried my head in her neck as she messed with my curls.

"I love you Aubrey Drake Graham".

" I love you too Onika Tanya Maraj".


I sat there watching the clock tick away. He's been gone for over 24 hours. I called everybody and they had no clue where he was. I called the one person who could actually track him down and get him back home dead or alive....

Friday, July 20, 2012

One Shot : My boo

I was inspired my ofcourse the Usher and Alicia keys song ‘My boo’

It started when we where younger you where my..my Boo

I walked into my new class shy and shaken. You see It’s my first day of elementary . My mom just moved us all the way from New York to Atlanta I really did't want to move I was gonna miss my friends but mama said that I would make new friends I hope she was right.

Oh my name is Onika but everybody calls me Nicki I am 8 years old and starting the 3rd grade. As I walked in all eyes where on me my whole body shook with nervousness. My mommy and I approached the teachers with my transcripts. She smiled warmly at me.

She made me stand infront of the class and introduce myself. I was timid at first but I soon eased into the environment.

I was sitting down coloring in my barbie coloring book when a dark shadowed clouded my light.

He looked up to see the prettiest hazel eyes I ever saw.

" Hi my names Drake ", the boy stucked out his hand and greeted me.

" My name is Nicki", I smiled.

We click instantly.

Now another brother's taken over but it's still in your eyes... My boo

I was walking hand and hand with my boyfriend Safaree. We've been together for about 1 year now I think he might be the one. We reached the cafateria clutter with the high school cliques everywhere.  My eyes wondered trying to spot him.

Finally I spotted him hugged up with Catye, I rolled my eyes and detached my hand from SB's and waltz over to him.

" HI AUBREY", I squeaked. He immediately dropped what he was doing and came and gave me one of his famous hug. I instantly melted against his touch. I use to always love to be in his arms when we went out.

Yea me and Drake went out but along time ago we didn't have a break up or anything I guess we just fell out of love if thats sounds.

Unlatched myself from but I was still in his arms. He kissed my forehead making me girl.

" How is my favorite girl doing today?"

"Good how are you doing today".

"Good now", he smiled looking down in my eyes.

I could feel myself turning red. I felt my body being yanked back. I looked behind me to see SB giving Drake a glare. It was the look of  jealous.

Drake being well natured just shrugged it off and went back to his girl.

We left his table and went to our own. Sb set me on his lap. I could feel him burning holes on the side of my head. " What ??", I finally spat.

" Oh you know what you know how I feel about you too touching", he retored.

I waved him off, " I don't why your jealous who am I with now not him so just drop it Safaree", I said sternly. He huffed but silently agreed.

I peer over to Drake's table and saw him staring back at me. He eyes still had love me....

You will always be my boo...

I sat in my dressing at the wireless festival and I was just coming out when I bumped into a familiar figure.

" Hi there stranger", he spoke in a deep tone.

I instantly lite up like a christmas tree.

"Drakeeeeeeeeeeeee!", I screamed and jumped into his arms.

" I see I was missed", he laughed.

I punched him the chest lightly " Ofcouse I missed you silly we haven't seen each in what seem like years"

" I know I hate that I mean you could've atleast call me Onika", he joked.

I rolled my eyes", Boy the phone doesn't just work one way".

" I know baby girl I was kidding you know I love you sooo much", he smiled.

I smiled back and walked into his arms again. He hide his head in my neck.

" I miss you too baby", I whispered back.

Saturday, June 23, 2012

In my mind

I know I’ve been gone for a minute but I’m back but Idk for how long Hopefully a dricki moment happens at the BET awards then maybe I could come back in full force until then enjoy …. - MIlli

Rihanna POV
I sat in my bath tub soaking up the warm bubbles. My face was stained with tears. I my eyes where puffy and red I’ve been crying for hours but it felt like days to me.
I hated myself for falling for his charm and his grace. He was everything I needed and more. I remember the first time she  introduced us.
[Flashback June 14, 2010]
I was sitting in the back of the VIP booth just feeling myself. My body was at ease they patron had me on a natural high. I watch as the biggest stars in the world party for YMCMB annual get together of the biggest heavy hitters in the game.
I was happily invited by my lovely friend Nicki. She scanned the crowd trying to look for her. I seen talking to a tall man with a curly mini afro. 

I walked over squeezing through the bodies and I finally reached her. I grabbed her ass in return she squealed and grilled me. I just cheesed.

“I’m sorry Nic I can’t help it that thang is just so juicy”, I chuckled to myself.

Her face soften into a smile.

” Yeah whatever girl… but anyways like I was saying to Aubrey over here I think he should start dating again”.

He rolled his eyes”, Nic what I tell you about saying my government infront of people”.

“Oh boy please like everybody in the whole world don’t know yo got damn name you mega-star”, she laughed.

He smiled. He smile was so beautiful I felt myself blushing.

Nic eyes shot to me and to him, and sinister smile crept across her face.

” Hey Drake I’ma get us some more drinks”, she quickly peeled away from us. 
Leaving us awkward and shook.

” Soo he “, spoke.

” How is the tour doing RiRi”, he questioned.

I smiled to myself , ” It’s really good Drizzy but how’s yo tour I see you be kissing on dem girls making they panties”, I laughed.

” Oh that’s just a treat I give to my fans nothing to serious”, he responded.

” Oh no Drake I see how those women be flocking you like you a piece of meat”, I smirked.

A small smile crept on his face. ” I don’t see any of them as girlfriend material…”

” What do you see in a girlfriend”, I spoke boldly. 

I didn’t know if it the was liquor talking or me but I just wanted to know.

He arched a eyebrow at me making me blush once again.

” Now now now Mrs.Robyn why would you like to know”, he licked his plump pink lips.

“Just asking Mr. Aubrey”, I smiled

[End flashback]

That’s how we started talking and after that day I thought I found the man of my dreams somebody I could see myself marrying but in the end his feelings for Nicki where stronger than mine.
I don’t even see why she left him off some bogus ass rumor, she wouldn’t even hear him out yet he always states in everyone of interviews lyrics shit he even wrote the a beautiful song about her
I felt my heart starting to sink I sunk deeper into the bath..
I just want him to love me…

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Put on Hold

I'm putting this story on hold my little readers... yeah I know complain But I can't seem to think of anything for this story at this point. This story was based on the events of Nicki and Drake in real life.. And since they haven't had any I really can't write anything for this story... Sorry but...... I do have a another Dricki for you guys here's the link : http://ovopinkfriday.blogspot.com/
Until next time...-XO jamiela

Sunday, May 20, 2012

RIP Part 2

" Onika" , he spoke her name softly. 

She stayed quiet and fiddle with her fingers. He brushed his hands across her cheek making her flinch. 
He frowned , " Nic you have to tell me what happened last night". 

She opened her mouth only to close it. She wasn't ready to tell shoot she hasn't even told Safaree yet. " Drake", her voiced squeaked. He tilted her chin so should would be looking directly at him. "I-III uh got-", she could fill the tears leaving hot streams down her face. He wiped her tears away from off her cheeks.

 Her words came out shaky " When I left  your party last night I was.....Kidnapped", her voice cracked.

Drake stared back at her eyes with a harden expression. 

" I was thrown into a truck blinded folded so I don't where they took me. I just know that some one woman took me to abandoned building and put me into a room", her voice was spilling with emotions.

" I sat there and waited at gunpoint until she finally left , but then he came in and he-", her words faded at the last word she spoke. 

" Nic please you have to tell me the rest", he spoke through clench teeth.

" He raped me Aubrey", her tears came down like a pouring rain.

Drake blood began to boil. He kept un-clenching and clenching his fist . 

" Who. Did. It . Onika?" , his voice had no emotion it was cold which made Nic shiver.

" Aubrey...please-".

" Onika tell me right fucking now ! ", he spat.

She jumped out of clutches and head for stairs but no before Drake took a hold of her arms swing back in his chest. He kept a strong hold on her. He led her to the living to the couch. He sat her atop of his lap. 

She tried to wiggle her way out of his clutches. But he had a iron grip. 

"Your not going anywhere until you tell me who the fuck did this to you".

" Aubrey please.... I don't wan-".

" Onika", he spun her around so now she straddled him.

" Omarion okay it was him happy now!", she screamed.

She hopped out of his grip and ran to her room.

Drake sat there in awe . He mind was racing and he was ready to kill him with no remorse. But he knew that  option was out of the plan. He cooled himself and began to approach Nic's room.

He could hear her shuffling through things. He cracked the door open to see Nic  tossing and turning in her bed. He stood in the door. Her eyes pounced on him. They became slit. She really wasn't in the mood to talk anymore. 

" Nic-".

" Aubrey just leave okay you've done enough", her words cut him deep.

" No." , he spoke calmly.

" Aubrey don't you see I don't want you fucking here just leave go back to that evil ass girl you call a fucking girlfriend that you left me ". she spat her words like venom.

" Let's get thing straight first I wasn't the one who walked out on us did", he spoke in a hurt tone.

" Bullshit Drake you made it easy for me to leave. You broke my heart to many times Aubrey and you promised you won't", her voice squeaked out.

" Right Nic I'm the bad guy like always right. Like I didn't want to work on our relationship but no no no you just had to have it your way like always pretending LIKE WE FUCKING NEVER HAD ANYTHING BETWEEN US", his voice bounced off the walls and down the halls. 

She sat there quiet as a mouse. His words felt like a slap in the face. 

" Am I really that horrible Aubrey did I really cause you this much pain".

He let out a heavy sigh and went to sit next to her on her bed.

" No Nic your not horrible I think that your so blinded by your needs you fails to acknowledge anybody else".

" Drake if I hurt you I'm so sorry I never meant hurt you I just was-".

" You where scared I know".

" But Nic you knew I was never going to hurt you I promised you that I stay true to my promises", he caressed her cheek.

" Drake I don't wanna be apart anymore", she spoke her words softly.

" I don't either".


Sorry for this short chapter I'm really in a funk -____- But yeah I'll post as soon as I can. Need I mind I will be traveling this summer so I might now update all the time but don't worry I will just not as soon - Jamiela

Monday, April 30, 2012

R.I.P Part 1

Nicki woke up feeling alot of pressure taken off her body and mind. That heart to heart with Drake really did something for her. She turned over to the left side of her bed expecting to see his sleeping body lying next her’s but it wasn’t. She hated when he had to leave. It felt like he always took apart of her with him.

She sighed and got up and went into the bathroom. She did her morning rituals. As she was brushing her hair. She decided it needed a good washing. She grabbed a pink tank top, polka dotted shorts, and boyshorts with the matching bra back into the bathroom. She turned on the water and waited until it heated up. She stripped down to birthday suit and climbed into the steaming water.

Her thoughts where everywhere. She sighed and dipped her head into the soothing warm water. She flipped it back it and hit her back. She scrubbed her body stills seeing the scars that stained her skin still. they have become purple. She scrubbed until her skin looked like it was blushing.  

She turned off the water and stepped out the tub. Wrapping her self in her plush pink robe. She de-robed her self lotioned up and put on her clothes. Something caught her ear. A faint noise was coming from downstairs. Her whole body began to tense up. 

Who the fuck is my house?!? Wtf if their back to get me ?!?! Oh my god am I going to die in my own home this time???? 

She grabbed her phone and blunt object and crept down her stairs. 
When she hit her last step she scanned her living room and kitchen which had a man standing in it. 

He had on a black hoodie so she couldn't really see his face. He was over 6ft. The whole moment seemed weird cause ole' boy was making a huge breakfast for what look like two. Nicki just sat that watching the man dig in her shelves and fridge pulling out utensils and ingredients. 
The man could feel somebody watching. So he looked up to see his sleeping beauty  awake and sitting on the stairs. 

" Good morning Beautiful", he smiled.

Nicki's lips bent into a huge smile. 

" I thought you left", she said.

" I would never leave you alone in this big ole' house", he said.

"Mmmmm right you say that now but I bet yo ass gonna disappear in a few any ways."

He face turned into a frown, " Come on Nic don't be like that".

" What Aubrey you know you are anyways once she calls yo ass is going to be over there!"

 " Aye calm down what the attitude. This shit wouldn't have to be like this if you wasn't so guarded and defensive".

Nicki mouth hung it anger.

 " Ohh really Drake that's how you feel. That's some bullshit and you know it".

" Forreal Nic you know its not so stop trying to fucking cover it up. You believe everything but the person that's trying to tell you the truth".

" How was I suppose to believe when there are pictures Drake and her damn people even said!!" Nicki body was fuming now.

" But did I say it Nic did I say I was fucking going with her."

Nicki sat in silence she actually never really thought of that.

" No... but."

" But wait Nic what more did I have to do to make you believe me. Cause if I'm not mistaken you didn't even want people to know about us let alone people thinking where more than just friends."

Nicki could feel the truth of his words sinking in. 

Was she really afraid to be with him? Was her career that important that it wouldn't let her love anybody? 

Hot tears began to stream down her cheeks. Drake sighed and walked over to her and grabbed her into a embrace. She flinched from the pain of her bruises and sores. Drake soon caught on to this. 

" Nicki is okay.", he scanned her face to read her emotions.

" Yeah why would you ask that?", she really didn't feel like explaining what happened to her last night.

" Well besides the crying you flinched when I hugged you did you pull a muscle or something??"

" Yeah.. When I was uh moving my stuff out."

Drake could tell she was lying she always did this thing with her voice that brought it out.

" Don't lie to me Nic what happen??? Did something happen to you last night".

Nicki feel weak into his arms. He rubbed her back but she winced at the pain. He began to lift up her shirt and saw the welts and bruises that cascaded down her spin.

" Onika what happen to you last night." 


So for the cliffys but my mind is gone. School is finally ending so that means my mind process will get slower LOL. Tbh this is not my best work but bare will me. I promise to post as soon as I can. Oh making this a two parter  - Follow me on twitter for updates and sneak peeks - @ItsJamielaHOE

Saturday, April 14, 2012


Nicki woke up feeling alot of pressure taken off her body and mind. That heart to heart with Drake really did something for her. She turned over to the left side of her bed expecting to see his sleeping body lying next her’s but it wasn’t. She hated when he had to leave. It felt like he always took apart of her with him.
Don’t worry love bugs I’ll post full thing monday or sunday kay :D -@ItsJamielaHOE

Saturday, April 7, 2012

One Shot : You Make Me Sick

I was inspired by Pink’s song You make me sick and Many of Drake’s songs ^__^

   I hate when stares at me. He knows I hate it too. He irritates the shits out of me and he knows it . Every since the day I bumped into him and his siddity girlfriend Krya shit it my life has being going side ways. This muddafucka really asking for it today !

” Why the fuck are you staring at me “, she said aloud.

This made him chuckle. He loved it when he irked her nervous. It brought joy to him. ” I don’t know what the fuck you talking about Nic”, he smirked. ” You need to get some help and stop being so paranoid “, he barked at her.
She flipped him the bird and resumed doing her math assignment Mrs.Ryan gave them to do.  She still felt his eyes burrowing into her back. She kept her head forward and prayed for the bell to ring for her next class. Time dragged on before the bell. Once it finally did Nic zoomed out of her sit and hit fifty to her next class.
She hated being pestered Drake and his boys. She came to her destination and walked into her classroom. She laid her head on her desk and waited for class to start. She felt the room full so she brought her head up and pulled out her supplies for her Physics class. She hated being at this new school. She missed her friends back in New York. These Canadians irked her nervous especially Drake. Every since she stepped  on foot in Bodwell High School things have been so stressful. She’s happy that her mom got a better job and she’s away from her abusive father but still out of places Canada.
Nic was knocked out of thoughts when she felt a tap on her shoulder. It was her New friend Lauren. She seemed to be the only cool person there and other friend Safaree who likes to be called SB. 
” Are you ready to go to lunch girl?”, she asked.
Nic didn’t notice that time flew that fast she nodded and followed behind Lauren. Soon the trio hit the lunch seen and sat at there usual spot close to exit. Nic was zoning in and out on Lauren and Sb conversation. She couldn’t help but watch Drake’s every move. She hated that he walked around this school like he was the King or something. This always angered her about him not mentioning the fact that him had spread a vicious depicting her as being loose because she shot down his offer to be his girlfriend.
She hated him with passion. And that was an understatement she loathed him. She was made fun and still is. She could still hear those whispers and funny looks everybody gave her. Plus his dog looking bitch didn’t make anything easier for her either. She always seemed to put her down when she got the chance. 
Thank god this was her senior year or she really would’ve been depressed. Once again Nic’s thoughts where disturbed by a nudge. She looked up to see Lauren and SB Nearing the exit guess lunch was over. She looked down at her untouched plate. She sighed and caught up with.
He watched her as she exited the cafeteria area.  
 I wonder if she knows how beautiful she looks today?
He sighed. He hated hiding is feelings for her. He hated himself for torching her like this. But in this high school what can you do but join the wave. He got up and threw his tray and headed to his next class which he was happy to attend ….she was in that class. 
     Nicki loathed her next class He was in it. She hated that she had to feel like this. To be in so much fear from one boy and girl. She sat way back in the class knowing that he always sat in front odd for a jock to be honest. He wasn’t like the rest of them he had great grades and he was president of the Debate team and Class president.
He walked into class looking for his normal seating but saw her back there. He smiled devilishly at. She groaned and ducked her head behind her English note book. She smelt his cologne filling her surrounds. He sat right on the side of her. She peeked over notebook to take a glance at him. His hazel locked on to her. They held their eyes together. She could feel his eyes invade her personal thoughts. She broke the connection and payed attention at the task at hand homework.
25 minutes into class and Drake couldn’t keep his eyes off her. Every move she made caught his attention. Like they way her dimples appeared when she smiled when she got a question. Or how the sun caught her almond colored eyes. 
Nicki felt so violated. He eyes always seem to invade her personal space. She turned to him and gave him a dirty which just brought a smirk on his. She pulled in a angry sigh and tried to focus on her work. As she was doing her work her loose locks kept getting in the of writing duties. 
  Drake took notice and without precaution slipped her black locks behind her ear. Nic’s eyes grew wide. Her mouth was half opened. It wasn’t the fact that he touched her but the feeling of his skin sent a sensation through her body. She closed her mouth and just glared at him for awhile. The final bell rung and he got up began to leave. She nearly lost him in the crowd and but caught up to him. 
She just sat at his locker staring at him.
” What?”, he questioned
” Don’t what me you know what the fuck I’m taking about Drake what was that back there”, she said through clenched teeth. 
He just shrugged his shoulders and smiled. He closed his locker and began to walk away but Nic grabbed a hold of his letter man jacket. Making him yield his walking and bumping back into her. Her face hit his hard chest. She pulled her face from out his chest and looked up to Drake. She never notice it before his skinned glowed and his sorta sparkled when they hit the right lightening. 
And they way he looked his lips. She hadn’t noticed but everyone was staring now. She broke away from Drake’s tight grasp. She straightened her attire. She gave him a cold look.
” Look Drake I don’t know what kind of game your playing but it’s not fucking so stop it now”, she scolded him.
He just smirked which she hated. ” I don’t what your talking Onika”, put a emphases on her name. This shocked her no one knew her real name not even her new friends.
” How the hell do you no that Drake”.
” It’s very easy to look into student files when your class president”, he smiled that shit eating grin.
” Onika don’t be ashamed I think its beautiful”, he stated 
She didn’t know if he was being sincere or an ass whole. She just held tongue.
” What are thinking Nic”, he asked.
The hallways where now empty and the kids where now exiting to the student parking lot.
” Why are you doing this to me Drake”, she said words full of tears.
He never saw her look so vulnerable. He tipped her chin making her look straight into his eyes.
” I really don’t why Nic. This thing that I started between us I don’t why I did it but I just went along with it because it just felt natural”, he said honestly.
She snatched her face from his hand. She back away from him. ” Don’t ever touch me okay just leave me alone okay”, she demanded.
She turned around and walked fast to the exiting door. Leaving unspoken words and questioning feelings there. 

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Words Unspoken

Chapter 17
     Nicki and Sb rode in silence as they rode to Nic’s NY condo. She couldn’t stay at the hotel anymore. She shivered at the thought of somebody actually in there touching while she slept. Safaree say this and rubbed her leg to sooth her. “Its’ gonna be okay Nic”, he reassured her.
 She smiled weakly and continued to look forward. They made it to the house. Safaree got out first and helped Nic out of the car. He watched her back as they approached the house. When she walked in her guards started to fall. She felt safe and secure for now. ” I’m going to take a shower”, she said
” Okay I’ll be down here if you need anything”.
” Kay”, she walked up stairs and opened  her bed room door.
  She walked into her beautiful new bathroom and started the water for her bath. She undressed herself and and got. The water seemed to wash out all the stress she was feeling but not the fears she had now. She scrubbed her self , got out and lotion up and put on some sweat pants and a pink tank on. 
   She walked down stairs to see SB not there. ” Faree”, she screamed. No answer. She walked over to her phone to see it light up with a message. 
SB: Sorry 4 leaving unannounced Mom called and said she needed my help
She sighed in relief. She texted him back : It coo tell mom I said hi kay
Nic looked around her big empty house and thought to herself ” what is there to do???”

She flopped down her couch and turned on the t.v.
Drake POV

 Drake was pacing around his room.
  ” I hate when she acts like this …..She always seems to force her anger towards to me….uh I just want it to be like how is use to be….Before when even popped off …or even become stars (sighs)”
                                                    Nicki and Drake where in the studio making the finally touches on Drake’s Mixtape So Far Gone. ” Omgeeee Drizzy this album is going to be the one I can feel”. He laughed,” If you feel that it’s going to be hit then I can see it to”. She gave him a dimple smile. ” I’m going to cherish these moments like this”, he said. She gave him a quizzical look.
” Why you say that??”
“Our albums are going to change our lives Nic….We might not have moments like this for awhile “, he said softly.
” Don’t say that Drake….I can’t see my life without you in it”, she intertwined their fingers together.
She rested her head on his chest. His heart beat soothed her. She loved these moments they had and so did he. They both hoped their careers didn’t get in they way of their friendship or relationship.

Drake couldn’t take it anymore he had to talk to her. He grabbed his jacket told rihanna he’d be back later. He was racing for her love.
 Nicki’s Condo

       Nicki was sitting in her living room watching re-runs of Judge Judy when she heard a faint knock at the door. “The hell is a my door “, she thought. She walked sluggishly to the door. She looked in the peep and hole. She held back a grasp. ” Why is he here ??”, she thought.
She opened the door up slowly. Looking at his face brought back memories. She hated that. ” What do you want ?” she spat out harshly. ” Wow wassup with the attitude Nic”, he questioned. She rolled her eyes ” You should know”, she mumbled. He sighed ,” Look I didn’t come over to get cursed out from something I had no control of!”
    This made her body fume. * How dare he say that shit to me??? Like he was just so helpless in the situation* ” You know what Drake just get the fuck out ok!”, she said. ” Excuse Me”, he said questioning her domineer. “ ” You heard me get the fuck out of my house NOW”, she said emphasizing her words.
“No”, he stated. She let out a angry sigh and bumped passed him to the door. She opened the door. ” Here is the exit so see your way out Drake”. ” Onika I’m not going anywhere”, he held his ground. She knew when he states her government he is not kidding around. ” Drake could you just please go”, she begged. ” Naw not until we talk about us Nic”. She laughed bitterly, ” What us from what I am seeing your better off with Rihanna instead of me”.
     He looked at her straight in the eyes. She hated when he did that shit. She felt so vulnerable , it was like he could see all her secrets. She was to dazed to notice that Drake had gotten closer. He was standing right in front of her now. His hazel eyes piercing her’s. He attempted to brush his hands on Nicki’ arm but she fell back a step. ” Look Drake I’m tried of playing this game with you”, she said matching his gaze. I can’t be with anybody who doesn’t trust me or wants me only.
” Really Nic is this about me not coming for you last night?”
Nicki’s face fell flat. Those memories she tried to bury where coming up like vomit. Her screams , tears, and blood echoed through her head. Tears began to flood her eyes. Drake took notice. ” Oh Nic please don’t cry I didn’t mean too…”
She held up a hand. ” Don’t please just go Aubrey”, she asked. He sat there stiff as a board. ” What are you deaf just leave please”, her voice was on edge. But he still sat there like a tree stump. She regained a little bit on confidence and began pushing him towards the direction of the door. ” Aubrey JUST LEAVE PLEASE”, she tried pushing him closer to the door.
    But it was a fail. When he strength began to fade Drake took control. He wrapped his hands around her small frame. She tried to escape his grasp but he was too strong. ” Aubrey just go please”, she could hear the tears fill her voice. He stood there in that same position rubbing circles in her back. The feeling worked wonders on her body , but she couldn’t let him win.
   She clawed her way out of his grasp and started for her bed room. But not before Drake swept her of her feet and carried her to her room. He closed the door and locked it.
 She jumped out of clutches and ran to her bathroom. She locked it and fell to the floor. He slide on the opposite side of the door. He spoke softly and carefully.
” Nic I hate that our liives has become like this. I remember when we couldn’t wait for this lifestyle. Helping out our families and friends, but now it seems like its tearing us apart”.
She let his words sink in. It made since their lives have become hectic and unbearable. She spoke with caution.
” I know but Aubrey we chose this life we can’t turn our backs on our fans now not when our families still need us”.
” Yea I know that but Onika what I’m really worried about is us. We never been like this….. so distanced.” He touched the door. 
” Well mistakes where made and things changed Drake”, she stated.
” Mistakes are made to be forgiven Nic”.
She let that question linger in the air. She was tired of fighting and knew he was too. She stood up and brushed he self off. She unlocked the door. They both stood and just stared at each other. Moments passed and Nicki couldn’t take it she fell into his arms. He took her into his arms and laid her on the bed. They sat there just staring at each other until one couldn’t fight sleep… Nicki.
   He kissed her on top of her forehead. He tucked in her in.
Rihanna POV

 Rihanna was ringing Drake’s phone off the hook, but still no answer. She was so angry she chucked her phone at the wall. ” Where the Fuck could he be”. Her mind flashed to Drake and Nicki have sex somewhere. That really disgusted her. She wanted the pain to go away. She took a small knife and cut her arm. The release of the tension was gone. The cut was know gushing. She grabbed a few towels and wrapped her arm.
 ” He’s making me kill myself slowly over him”

Man O man really Riri cutting yaself…Not cool. Anyways the next chapter will be called R.I.P mmmmm haha let’s ya mind wonder until next time-xo