Nicki and Sb rode in silence as they rode to Nic’s NY condo. She couldn’t stay at the hotel anymore. She shivered at the thought of somebody actually in there touching while she slept. Safaree say this and rubbed her leg to sooth her. “Its’ gonna be okay Nic”, he reassured her.
She smiled weakly and continued to look forward. They made it to the house. Safaree got out first and helped Nic out of the car. He watched her back as they approached the house. When she walked in her guards started to fall. She felt safe and secure for now. ” I’m going to take a shower”, she said
” Okay I’ll be down here if you need anything”.
” Kay”, she walked up stairs and opened her bed room door.
She walked into her beautiful new bathroom and started the water for her bath. She undressed herself and and got. The water seemed to wash out all the stress she was feeling but not the fears she had now. She scrubbed her self , got out and lotion up and put on some sweat pants and a pink tank on.
She walked down stairs to see SB not there. ” Faree”, she screamed. No answer. She walked over to her phone to see it light up with a message.
SB: Sorry 4 leaving unannounced Mom called and said she needed my help
She sighed in relief. She texted him back : It coo tell mom I said hi kay
Nic looked around her big empty house and thought to herself ” what is there to do???”
She flopped down her couch and turned on the t.v.
Drake was pacing around his room.
” I hate when she acts like this …..She always seems to force her anger towards to me….uh I just want it to be like how is use to be….Before when even popped off …or even become stars (sighs)”
Nicki and Drake where in the studio making the finally touches on Drake’s Mixtape So Far Gone. ” Omgeeee Drizzy this album is going to be the one I can feel”. He laughed,” If you feel that it’s going to be hit then I can see it to”. She gave him a dimple smile. ” I’m going to cherish these moments like this”, he said. She gave him a quizzical look.
” Why you say that??”
“Our albums are going to change our lives Nic….We might not have moments like this for awhile “, he said softly.
” Don’t say that Drake….I can’t see my life without you in it”, she intertwined their fingers together.
She rested her head on his chest. His heart beat soothed her. She loved these moments they had and so did he. They both hoped their careers didn’t get in they way of their friendship or relationship.
Drake couldn’t take it anymore he had to talk to her. He grabbed his jacket told rihanna he’d be back later. He was racing for her love.
Nicki was sitting in her living room watching re-runs of Judge Judy when she heard a faint knock at the door. “The hell is a my door “, she thought. She walked sluggishly to the door. She looked in the peep and hole. She held back a grasp. ” Why is he here ??”, she thought.
She opened the door up slowly. Looking at his face brought back memories. She hated that. ” What do you want ?” she spat out harshly. ” Wow wassup with the attitude Nic”, he questioned. She rolled her eyes ” You should know”, she mumbled. He sighed ,” Look I didn’t come over to get cursed out from something I had no control of!”
This made her body fume. * How dare he say that shit to me??? Like he was just so helpless in the situation* ” You know what Drake just get the fuck out ok!”, she said. ” Excuse Me”, he said questioning her domineer. “ ” You heard me get the fuck out of my house NOW”, she said emphasizing her words.
“No”, he stated. She let out a angry sigh and bumped passed him to the door. She opened the door. ” Here is the exit so see your way out Drake”. ” Onika I’m not going anywhere”, he held his ground. She knew when he states her government he is not kidding around. ” Drake could you just please go”, she begged. ” Naw not until we talk about us Nic”. She laughed bitterly, ” What us from what I am seeing your better off with Rihanna instead of me”.
He looked at her straight in the eyes. She hated when he did that shit. She felt so vulnerable , it was like he could see all her secrets. She was to dazed to notice that Drake had gotten closer. He was standing right in front of her now. His hazel eyes piercing her’s. He attempted to brush his hands on Nicki’ arm but she fell back a step. ” Look Drake I’m tried of playing this game with you”, she said matching his gaze. I can’t be with anybody who doesn’t trust me or wants me only.
” Really Nic is this about me not coming for you last night?”
Nicki’s face fell flat. Those memories she tried to bury where coming up like vomit. Her screams , tears, and blood echoed through her head. Tears began to flood her eyes. Drake took notice. ” Oh Nic please don’t cry I didn’t mean too…”
She held up a hand. ” Don’t please just go Aubrey”, she asked. He sat there stiff as a board. ” What are you deaf just leave please”, her voice was on edge. But he still sat there like a tree stump. She regained a little bit on confidence and began pushing him towards the direction of the door. ” Aubrey JUST LEAVE PLEASE”, she tried pushing him closer to the door.
But it was a fail. When he strength began to fade Drake took control. He wrapped his hands around her small frame. She tried to escape his grasp but he was too strong. ” Aubrey just go please”, she could hear the tears fill her voice. He stood there in that same position rubbing circles in her back. The feeling worked wonders on her body , but she couldn’t let him win.
She clawed her way out of his grasp and started for her bed room. But not before Drake swept her of her feet and carried her to her room. He closed the door and locked it.
She jumped out of clutches and ran to her bathroom. She locked it and fell to the floor. He slide on the opposite side of the door. He spoke softly and carefully.
” Nic I hate that our liives has become like this. I remember when we couldn’t wait for this lifestyle. Helping out our families and friends, but now it seems like its tearing us apart”.
She let his words sink in. It made since their lives have become hectic and unbearable. She spoke with caution.
” I know but Aubrey we chose this life we can’t turn our backs on our fans now not when our families still need us”.
” Yea I know that but Onika what I’m really worried about is us. We never been like this….. so distanced.” He touched the door.
” Well mistakes where made and things changed Drake”, she stated.
” Mistakes are made to be forgiven Nic”.
She let that question linger in the air. She was tired of fighting and knew he was too. She stood up and brushed he self off. She unlocked the door. They both stood and just stared at each other. Moments passed and Nicki couldn’t take it she fell into his arms. He took her into his arms and laid her on the bed. They sat there just staring at each other until one couldn’t fight sleep… Nicki.
He kissed her on top of her forehead. He tucked in her in.
Rihanna was ringing Drake’s phone off the hook, but still no answer. She was so angry she chucked her phone at the wall. ” Where the Fuck could he be”. Her mind flashed to Drake and Nicki have sex somewhere. That really disgusted her. She wanted the pain to go away. She took a small knife and cut her arm. The release of the tension was gone. The cut was know gushing. She grabbed a few towels and wrapped her arm.
” He’s making me kill myself slowly over him”
Man O man really Riri cutting yaself…Not cool. Anyways the next chapter will be called R.I.P mmmmm haha let’s ya mind wonder until next time-xo